Finally! I will be on the plan head home tomorrow :D I got nervous today as I going through a lot of stuff and try to stuff a lot in the case, and also worry about the trip, I hope everything will be fine, funny that I never get such nervous feeling before for going on a trip, I guess I am so excited for seeing Bruce again maybe :) it sounds like he didn't had a good evening on Sunday, just hope everything could get along well for him and he would cheer up soon :)

Going to bed now, and I'd better wake up on time to catch the flight :P

Thinking of you, Bruce ... I LOVE YOU :)
Wo Ai Ni
Have a nice day today (if you got to read the jornal :))

Well the presentation went ok, as I expected, not very good, the tough girl changed everything the last night before the presentation, throw away all my strategy and replaced with her own ones cause she think that hers were the correct one. Well guess she's the only one who thinks like that, the comments from the professor were NO STRATEGY, NO VISION, NO DESGN in this project, she totally missed it, hope she learned the lesson. For me I learned the experience for working with the very bad team member who doesn't listen to your ideas, and it proved that I was the correct one ;)

Only few more days to go for me to return China now :D am sooooooooooooo excited!!!

Have been forgetting about the things today, this morning was fine, when it reachs afternoon I kept forget about what I wanted to do next, and this evening when I back home I even left my airport express at school, NO ONE could get online then, no other way that I had to call a classmate and ask her to bring that airport express too her place and I took the train to her place and pick it up ... she lives nesr the college, so I spent nearly 3 hours to go there and come back again :( it was 22:20 when I finally back home and setted up the internet connection, we needed internet to finish the project this evening, tomorrow afternoon will be the final presntation, guess I won't have too much chance for sleep then, all because that we talked with professor today, and he kept picking out lot of things that we need to redo in our project, most of the tough girls job needs to be reorganised, she will have to work on that tonight, lucky I don't have to redo my part ;) but still the professor wanted me to keep develope it and make some physical envidence images for the project ... maybe I will have to work over night too :( the other professor suggest me to drink a lot of coffee, and take some drug if I have ... what a cute guy LOL

ok ok back to work now :)

This evening was just like the other evenings, working on the project, dinner, watch a little TV, then work on the project again, was OK untill the tough girl came back home from her BF's, she was asking if I finished the work she gave to me, well I finished but she obviously doesn't satisfied as she thinks that I am not doing enough work, what I can say? All myopinions and the other girl's ideas she would NOT listen, totally developing her own project and want us to always show up so we will look good to everyone else that we are team working, I gve a shit about this, if she wants to develope her own project then she should stop asking us to do work for her, am not her worker anyway, I work because hse had to use our idea because hers were not good for the professor to approve. and she didn't show up for 2 days (in her BF's place) and as soon as she show up she wants work from us (the other girl doesn't even really know what we are working at, how can she work without knowing what she's doing at?) Anyway, I tried to talk to her about the team work and tell her that if she want us to work together she should pay more attention on our idea and listen to us more, but she said WHAT DID YOU SAID ABOUT THE PROJECT? ANYTHING USEFUL FROM YOU? IT IS NOT THE REASON THAT YOU CAN WORKLESS. Well guess I have nothing to say about this anymore, she had to take our ideas to keep develope the project and now totally refuse the truth, and said what we said were nothing useful, and want us to work in her order, doesn't sounds good to me surely, and she also said if we don't like to do it she will do it on her own, and wouldn't take the works I finished already. well am fine with that, just have to tell the other girl about this, sounds like we will be able to have a relax day before the workshop now :) (normally we will have to stay up late for work) I will use the time to keep show up on class, talk with professor and the other girl, but not doing the work anymore.

Funny that she just sent a message that she want to come and talk about the project with me, fine fine fine, whatever she couldn't finish the work on her own, should I take a part in again? maybe, I can take it like a man, my heart is not as tiny as a Shanghai Girl anyway. Probably because she doesn't have Illustrator in her laptop, our project book need to be work with Illustrator though.

Only 7 days till I go back to China! Everyone here can tell that I am so excited, roomates, classmates all said that I am so so different then before, I was being recoganise as one of the calmest person in our class, and always doing things with order, but now am totally different, I over reacting for everything, getting excited for every thing they said, and jumping around always. and tonight I danced in the sitting room while MTV channel plays really good dance music (Prince). Yes I knw that I an losing myself, that's all because I will be able to see bruce again!!!

No wonder I got so excited :P

There're so many things I want to tell him and share with him and so many question I want to ask face to face and want to know him much more (not just know him as my slave ;) and think about all the things that we can do together :D

Glad that we dealed NO WANKING before we got to see each other, guess we will be extramely horny when we meet in the airport, just hope that we could hold on till we get to the apartment, well elevator will be a nice place to start, and then we could go all the way in ;) am getting so horny already for just think about it ... better clam myself down and go to sleep LOL

one friend visited here for few days, he's in hurry to find a new apartment to live, he stayed here for days already, and haven't find any yet, never expected that it would be so hard to find a room in milan :) he went out every day to find rent informations and bring back, there was one room pretty nice, with every thing and fast internet connection, showerroom, kitchen etc and the price was quite good and it's just around the conner of our college, only ONE problem, the house keeper only wanted to rent to gay guys LOL well with such a price and place I even wanted to have a look :D and I could probably get the room cause am gay :D

One of our classmate on Birthday day today, and he invited me for her birthday party, it was a little far from my apartment, but lucky that I made to her place without lost (not too much I would say), she lives in a very nice flat, a wooden bedroom with private toilet, such a wonderful feature! and she said I am welcome to her place at any time ;)

Of course a lot of ppl there, but only two guys are cute, one Italian, one German, the German one keeps coming to me for a chat, I have been wondering if he's gay, but did't have chance to figure out ;) the drink was nice, as she mixed several different wine and soft drinks together, I hope my stomach will be ok after :)

The party lasted till 10:30pm, and everyone dressed up for disco in downtownm we planed to go to Rolling Stone, but tonight Rolling Stone was bookedfor another party, we would headed out to another Disco, even hard to call Disco as there's playing a lot of Latin music, but still a nice place, learn some latin steps from the ppl who dance there ;) and now finally back home :)

Am a little bite tired but not really feel like to sleep, will wait for Bruce to come online for a short chat before he got on the train :)

Got to school this morning and yes the girls were LATE again, do I have to wait for them all always? one of the girls were pretty tough like i said yesterday and she's not really listening to the other's idea and opinion, well I am not really interest in argue such thing like this, so I ust let her do whatever she wants, and I will do what she ask me 2, will be an easy workshop for me the, even her idea is not that good and boring to me, but if the argue doesn't work I would not prefer to invest more energy on her, take it easy :) this has been the way I treat tough girls, just ignore them and they will feel boring and come to you and ask you for everything at last ;)

Did I mentioned that I was famous for dealing with the different tough lgirls back at college? ;)

We were doing the development of the project today, and have to talk through the problem during most of the day, good that I am with two girls and one of them was the TYPICAL tough lady, she kept on her own mind even it is not really fit in the project and she wouldn't give it up and not listening to the other's idea, the discussion soon became the fight, we had a french girl together while talking about this, and she had to talk separately to each of us and get us work again, well I apologized afterwards for me bad behave even that's not really my fault, but as a man shouldn't as with the sight as tiny as women, right? I needed to show some quality :)

Talked with Bruce for a little while, and he sounds pretty tired after a long day work and still got some work with him while he's home, hope he would get a good sleep last night :( to catch up with some rest. and would have some good time with the girls today :)

I will be keep working tomorrow, hope to deal ok with the tough girl ;)

11 days left now, well 11 days left after36 minutes :)

Got Email from MDS today told me that my apply for one week off due to my fly leaves earlier than I planed before was approved, and they will give me extra excercise for me to catch up with the classes I will miss, so far am totally relieved :) nothing to worry about anymore :) nothing except Bruce may not be able to recoganise me when he go pick me up from the airport, that will be fraustrated if he couldn't recoganise me then :P but I also changed a little since I got to Milan, I lost some weights (it's slowly growing back, I have to take care of that), and my hair growing much longer than before, guess I will need a hair cut before I fly back to China, to make myself look like a person (no wonder that I now look like someone Chi Cuo Yao Le ;)

Speak of Chi Cuo Yao Le, I was pretty amazed when Bruce said that in Chinese, I was wondering which kind of Chinese teacher he got from his class LOL, but it's real Chinese slang, feel strange when I hear that from Bruce, but it's good 2, maybe after one year he will speak very good Beijing accent :)

He should be start work in Beijing Mobile today, work with the tough lady, will be fun to see him work from there I guess :D especially to see him deal with the tough lady :D but anyway I am now working with tough lady also, one of my group member is a tough girl, she wants to decide everything, EVERYTHING, but of course won't let her ;) I got my own way to deal with though girls :D hee hee

3 minutes later it will be only 12 days left till I got to return :) I feel time now is running much faster for me than before, but still I want it faster as I got to know that it is slowing down for Bruce, it will be good when we meet together, we will be able to live in the same speed then :)